God Moved Me Into Homelessness

1 John 4:18

There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out

fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and

whoever fears has not been perfected in love.

As the old matrix system continues to fall away, homelessness will increase as God makes His Presence known in our individual lives.

Spirit prepared me for homelessness simply by saying, "You asked for this. This will be hard on you. You were born to do this work." At that time, I did not know I was heading into homelessness. I simply listened, obeyed and trusted the instructions I was receiving. God knows what He is doing.

By the time I received these messages, my old life had already been falling away for seven years as a result of surviving domestic violence. In the wake of this destruction, I lost my family, my home and my dream. Near the end of my old life, things continued to fall away on almost a daily basis. I didn't fully understand what was happening. I simply FELT my way through these changes and trusted.

Although I was being set free, the discomfort I experienced was excruciating and traumatic on all levels of my being: mind, body, spirit, emotions. Despite God's Presence with me every step of the way, the fear was relentless, but I faced this fear with peace and calm.

Homelessness has had a powerful impact on me and it hasn't been easy. Not by a long shot. But it gave me the opportunities and the environment I needed to do my "work", the work that I was born to do...alchemizing the lower, dark and dense energies in my Christ light body.

When I walked away from my old life of victim consciousness, I had with me my dog and two backpacks, leaving behind the remaining comforts of home. Upon arriving at the mission, I had no choice but to re-home my dog who had been with me for 11 years. She was the last piece of my life as I knew it and I miss her to this day.

I stepped into this path with blind faith. Had I known what was ahead, I would not have consciously chosen it as my ego would have prevented it. Although traumatic, the journey into homelessness has also been a blessing in disguise. My relationship with One True Source has deepened, my personal power and unconditional love has grown, my mind has cleared, and my emotions have been healed.

When our life begins to change and things begin to fall away, it is imperative that we let go. This is not the time to replace things in order to restore our life back to what it was. Deconstruction is a time of letting go, downsizing, minimalism. It's not a time to add. Allow the decay to take its course. In time, the dormancy of winter inevitably leads to the spring when we can create and rebuild anew.

After 20 months, the time of harvest is upon me now as I wait patiently to be housed permanently according to Divine timing. I have energetically been feeling this move coming for a long time now. The power of patience is beyond words and the gift of all gifts. It has blessed me with the opportunity to do what I came here (Earth) to do...deal with my emotions.

Transformation requires sacrifice. What are you willing to sacrifice for the sake of your soul?