If I were to have been told about the things I experienced in my awakening, ascension and hero's journey, I would not have believed them.  At the very least, I would have entertained them as fantastical musings that movies are made of.  And, if I were to have been told the hardships I would have to endure in order to experience these magical, mystical and sacred happenings, I would have opted out.  It's a good thing I didn't have a choice, then.  Well...I did but I didn't...have a choice.  I didn't have to listen to Spirit, or whatever/whomever was influencing my life during this wild and crazy time...but I did.  

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When I was a young girl, I remember hearing my mother speak about her friend...the one who was "losing her mind."  I got to sit with this friend long enough to ask her about this, to which she replied, "God."  That's what it was like for me...my awakening, ascension and hero's journey...like I was losing my mind.  My mind was expanding as I returned to God...exposing all the emotional pain and mental torment that hid in the dark recesses of my subconscious mind...my body, on the one hand, while on the other exposing me to the intimate intricacies of the workings of the divine.

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I have been conscious of the divine working in my life since the age of five when I had my first awakenings.  But it was during the Covid lockdown years (2020-2023) that I was introduced to a whole new language to go along with my new experiences.  I now speak of rabbit holes, portals, vortexes, uploads, downloads, upgrades, activations, ascension symptoms, twin flames, attachments, consciousness (aka energy and vibrational frequency), distortion, alchemy and the fear zone.  Astrology and cosmic activity such as lunar cycles, solar flares, Schumann Resonance and CME's have made themselves at home in this "new" me.  I know what it feels like to be in the cosmic womb.  I know what it is to be carried by Spirit, and to just "be".  And, the B.S. in psychology (that I earned late in life) and neuroscience classes (that I fell in love with) have turned out to be beneficial after all.  I lived out the Book of Revelations and was given a new name, Willow Rain, by our Navajo ancestors who adopted me into their tribe.  Lightworker, star seed, star family, spirit team, 5D Christ consciousness, angelic beings, and galactic beings are the norm now.  Truth, freedom and peace are the new American Dream through which America will be great again.

 

My journey has been hard on me, being older, and my learning was long and arduous.  But...here I am.  I'm a new, empowered woman with a mission:  to help make America great again.  

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It is through my relationship with God that I overcame the trauma and pain and suffering from a lifetime of abuse.  I was born into domestic violence.  My father was an angry alcoholic who often drank his paychecks causing us to live in poverty and face eviction notices.  I was 8 when my mother left my father, moving us to be close to her family in another state.  From the age of 9 until 16, I was sexually abused by an adult male family member.  At 16, a stranger attempted to rape me and then abducted me.  In 2015, I ended a 20-year relationship with the father of my four children with a call to 911 for domestic violence with an attached sex crime that landed him in prison and ended our family as we knew it.  The aftermath of that call plagued me with much fear and trauma in what is called a dark night of the soul that lasted for years.  During this process, covid set in as well as the great awakening and my ascension.  In 2023, I set off on foot at midnight on my 61st birthday with my dog and two backpacks on a spirit walk that left me homeless and penniless.  

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I earned wisdom, practiced patience, alchemized trauma, learned how to listen to my body and to trust God and His process.  I learned how to deal with the overwhelm of energies and emotions surging through my body.

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If I could do it all over again, would I?  You bet.  The whole purpose of life is to return to God...to come to know Him.  By doing so, I now know who I am and what I want.  I've purified my soul from the medicine of the dark one.  I have a pure and open heart, a clear mind, and a relaxed body.  My nervous system is calm and DNA has been restored to its original divine blueprint.  My Inner Child has healed, my inner Warrior has emerged, and my inner divine masculine and divine feminine energies are balanced and in union.  I received Christ into my light body and Mother God into my heart.  I have put on the full armor of God.  I have a conscious relationship with God 24/7.  And, I am free.  What more could I want?​

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I was destined to create a spiritual belief system that works for me, and it is this system that I share in this book.  It is generated from truth and is closer to the truth than popular, mainstream beliefs and dogma...and it works for me.  My work has a focus on newbies to faith as this has been my path...coming to know God through experience and building a relationship from ground zero.  Those of faith may also benefit from this belief system.  I share this with you with one caveat...keep an open mind.  I see things differently.  Take what you need and leave the rest.